New Beginnings.... So this is my first post to this blog... I have another one that I maintain. I figured it would be easy to have one with google since I do alot of stuff with google already... e-mail and all etc...
Yeah I suppose I am just babbeling...
So... it is a beautiful day today... what gets me.. is how can I be in a Christmas spirit when the weather outside is 80 degrees. I am originally from New York so yes I am used to snow during the season. Living now in South Texas it makes it so hard to get into the spirit of the holiday when the weather doesn't make it so easy.
Why does life have to have so much DRAMA? Really? Why does there have to be so much back stabbing and craziness behind people's backs... I don't get it. We are all grown ups.... and to do this is so degrading and thoughtless. If you want something just come right out and ask the person you want it from instead of making plans behind the person's back and then asking me to ask... and it all gets so tangled.. it becomes a GREAT MESS. Why would you want to come and see someone who won't be available to see you anyway... sounds to me like there are other reasons for the visit in the first place. Right? I mean he works from 4:30 a.m. till almost 9:00 p.m. comes home eats, showers, and goes to sleep. He barely says a few words and then he is off to bed... Why would you want to come with his schedule like that? Why? I wouldn't! Sounds to me like there are other motives behind the visit. It certainly isn't coming to see a father you barely know. And by the way, won't get to know this visit either because he won't be available. Sounds like a Christmas thing to me. But what do I know anyway... I mean eventually he WILL get some vacation and wouldn't it make MUCH more sense to visit then.... because these trips every single year like she is requesting we certainly can not afford. Yes... I am venting... It all doesn't make sense to me... they just met one another just over a year ago... reunited that is the last time they saw one another was when she was two... and then the phone calls started asking for money constantly... which didn't go over to well!
So irritating to me! Sometimes I wonder why he puts up with so much! It's like this time he is being pressured by his mother and daughter and he doesn't even want it to happen but to make things not so dramatic and cause friction he will go along with them... that's no way to be.. He needs to express his feelings.
As I said what do I know right?
Love lasts forever... right?
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